It's my life

It's my life, it's now or never...

I ain't gonna live forever. It's true. But still we don't dare things, scared to be laughed at. We shouldn't. I mean I, I shouldn't. I just guess that I was just speaking for more people.
Sometimes I'm unsure about what to wear. How to act. How to laugh even. I'm afraid that people won't like me when I'm myself. Or I'm afraid that they'll think I'm weird and I'll forever be the girl-who's-never-been-kissed. I may sometimes be very childish (especially when I try too hard). Normally I am childish already. Just quoting someone here.. thinking like an adult, acting like a child. You have that feeling sometimes too? Well, it speaks for me, for how I feel. I'm afraid. But I want to be more confident and do what I like.